I did it

So I finally did it. I sent a message to my most recent ex’s mother. In this gem of a message I shared a link on a bunch of research studies saying gender reassignment surgery almost never works. There is always a bigger psychological problem at play. I honestly can’t imagine going through that as parents. I would feel like a failure. I hope she reads it and it can benefit all. For some unknown reason I very slightly care for him. I had to block his number and him on fb. That was because he will randomly text me and we’ll talk. Something then makes him mad and he starts talking trash to me. Next he posts something really ugly about me on his page. I don’t deserve that crap. I took it for so long but I can only put up with junk for so long before I say I’m done. 

On a happier note, my blood work came back fine and my internist sent everything to UT Health. If they don’t call me tomorrow I will be calling them. I can’t even leave my house now. I absolutely can’t wait to try ECT. hopefully I can start this week. I hate my mental illness. I’m ready to start fighting back. 

Here’s the link to the article I mentioned: http://www.thepublicdiscourse.com/2015/04/14905/


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